Our old house is just down the road from where we live now - we had such a nice neighbour there, she was always helpful, cheerful, friendly. Mother of 3, and had plenty of gentle advice when we were strggling with our new born. She's just taken her own life, no big reason. Blocked up the bathroom, lit some charcoal, gassed herself. We went down to see the family today, husband and 3 teenage kids. It was really hard, and I choked up a little on memories.