Confuzius wrote:Dude, don't feel bad.
I have seen a lot of people say it here and I agree-with learning Chinese there are a lot of plateaus, valleys and mountains (more so than with other languages). What I mean by that is that there is not really a linear progression. Its more like one week you feel like a dumbfuck and then next week when you go out of town and HAVE to use your Mando people are so impressed and you can get by! Then when you come back home you feel more confident, try to speak to people...but then feel like a dumbfuck again.
And in terms of understanding people...(this just happened to me the other day) sometimes in the moment you are trying SO hard to understand you get all flustered and screw it up. My security guard was asking me about the elevator and if I wanted to pitch in to pay for an added sensor. I couldn't understand wtf he was talking about, not a darn work, (until he took me to the elevator and showed me).
Afterwards I reflected on the conversation and remembered him saying all the words I know (pay, elevator, etc) though it was mixed with a lot of words I don't. BUT, I thought he was talking about exercise equipment (lol).
This I 100% agree with. This is *exactly* how it is.
TS, to be blunt after 4 months you're not going to be able to say much at all. Part of the problem is the way things are taught here (which I personally don't have a problem with). If you're studying at one of the universities you're using the PAVC series, which as far as I can tell is designed to get you from zero to being able to find a job or study at a university where Chinese language proficiency is required. Its a comprehensive series. Its not a conversation series. The "Communicate in Chinese" books I studied back in the day for example had dialogues which are more related from practical problems you face day to day. Compare that to PAVC, where you'll spend hours learning resultive endings of verbs. All that stuff is going to come in awfully handy when you get to higher levels, but for now knowing how to say "I need to add credit to my phone" is more useful knowing the correct resultive compound for X verb. There's nothing wrong with buying some more practical books and studying on the side to help strengthen your everyday abilities.
I am not an expert, not even that great a speaker of chinese, but thats just my take after going through similar experiences.